Do Not Stand At My Grave And Cry

"Do not stand at my grave and weep" by Mary Elizabeth Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die

This poem was first written in 1932 by Mary Elizabeth Frye  but many versions of this poem have been read at funerals for almost 70 years.  It is sometimes referred to as the funeral poem.  It was so fittingly selected for the poem for today's show and focus. When you experience a loss of this proportion no words can express your pain but some words can bring some comfort.   This poem reminds its readers that the person they mourn did not die because they live on in their memories and hearts.  Life does not end with death. 

Of course we know Sam's baby didn't die at all which makes this poem slightly ironic but all the same it made a perfect backdrop for our couple to talk today.

Last week I was pretty bitter about GH.  I was ready to write the whole thing off.  I felt like it was 2007 all over again but instead of Sam being the bad guy this time it was Jason. I stopped watching then for 2 years and I was ready to give up on the show after 25+ years of watching again. .  I was angry and soooo  frustrated about how this whole storyline had played out.  I wanted to call RC and tell him how he and ruined everything.  How he stole our baby story, how he wrecked a perfect couple, how he had ruined my perfect show.  I was really angry.  This past weekend I was so angry I almost removed this blog.  I was ready to write a signing off letter of absolute disgust  with the whole show.  I know I am not alone I know there are some of you out there that feel the same way.  But luckily I read some more positive views on the current story line at hand on various message boards that are a little more pro JaSam then pro Jizzer.  I also read some very insightful comments to past blogs I have written from some of you that reminded of me to look at things in a different perspective and try to see the positive. 

So thanks to many of you who read my blog, I am back and going to try to look at things in a positive light.  In 2007 a lot of people hated Sam for what she did to Jake.  That is when Jizzers became Jizzers.  But honestly (and the next few comments were posted by Lara a reader and GH fan ) maybe RC is actually a Sam fan.  Maybe he is trying to right what once went wrong with Sam's character.   Sam did nothing wrong in any of this. She was raped and had all of this happen to her but she is no victim she is doing her best to cope.  But Jason was the one that chose to be jealous over McBain then to actually be a mature adult about things and set this whole thing into motion.  Jason is no angel and never has been but RC showed that jealousy can cause even previously-thought-to-be-perfect Jason do things without thinking and out of jealousy. It even had some Jizzers thinking, "whoa if Jason can do this to Sam maybe we don't want him with Liz." RC showed the flip side of the coin and showed perfect Jason is far from perfect.  Jason keeps saying he didn't have time to think and process what happened but now he has time and he regrets so much.  But what is important is what Jason does now and going forward. 

Today Jason took a big step in being Jason again.  Today it took everything in Jason not to pull Sam into his arms to comfort her.  He wanted to but he knew that would scar her off.  Today Sam didn't scream at Jason in angry but actually allowed him to help her just a little.  They were honest with each other and took the first teeny tiny step in healing.  Today Sam let Jason comfort her a little.  He knows more then anyone the pain she is feeling right now. He knows how much Sam wanted to be a mother always.  She didn't have to pretend to be holding it together with Jason.  She could just be there.  Sam reached out for Jason as she read the poem.  She needs him but she just isn't sure she can forgive him but deep down she wants to.  But there is the honest fact that her child died (or so she knows it to be fact) and she can't move past Jason's role in all of it.  Not just yet.  I think the reason Sam ran away today was it was too much too quick.  She is still grieving and trying to breathe on breath at a time.  She can't think of how to move forward with Jason yet.  She loves him and he loves her.  There is so much love between them but there is also so much hurt.  Hurt can't be swept under the rug or just put on a shelf.  Jason poured his heart out today and he showed Sam he wanted her home with him.  But she isn't ready for that yet.  She needs to grieve and she is afraid if she moves back in with Jason it will all just be forgotten.  'So much has happened' and that is true.  Jason was MIA on Sam and looked at her so differently knowing that she was carrying Franco's baby.  You can't just forget that.  Nor can she just forget that the baby died because he did not get medical attention.  Jason did pour his heart out today and try to prove to Sam he is ready to stop focusing on the wrong things but it is going to take more then that to fix this. 

Best Quotes of the day
Jason to Sam: No matter what has happened, I am still your husband.  So come home with me.
Jason to Sam: I know how much we have hurt each other, but  I still love you and I think you love me too, come home, come home.
Sam to Jason: I promised I would love you forever and I will
Sam to Jason: Like nothing ever happened?
Jason to Sam: It happened but we can move on from it together, please just tell me you are willing to try.

Keep watching and keep the faith.  Keep reminding me to do the same.  Don't give up yet.  This summer may prove to really test our patience but I am going to try to stay positive this time and try to remember JaSam are the reason we watch and lets keep supporting them.

Reality Setting In

If you have ever experienced a loss or a tragedy of a large magnitude you often find yourself asking yourself this question, how did this happen? You also hope that this tragedy hasn't happened somehow, that this is a horrible dream and you will wake up soon and it will all be over.  However, slowly and sadly reality sets in.

For Sam today she felt reality set in.  She woke to a cold hospital room and with empty arms for a second time.  To wake up and know you have lost your child once is gut wrenching and horrible but to have to do it twice.  I can't even imagine.  Sam is justified to ask questions and she is justified to be angry - very angry.  Why did this happen again?! How did this even happen?  The baby was alive and then he wasn't.  Why didn't John come back?  Sam is no dummy she knows something delayed John.  She knows John pretty well and he wasn't about to just leave her here why did he just not come back?  Sam is very sharp (do you hear that RC?!?) and she is a PI it is only going to take Sam about a nano second once leaving the hospital to start piece things together.  Jason is the reason John didn't come back.  It is Jason's fault that her baby was switched.  That part is true.  Jason better be smart and tell Sam before someone else does because if he doesn't hell hath no fury Jason Morgan!

Sam and Jason have had a rough road of marriage so far.  They love each other but she lied to Jason to protect him about Robin then about the whole Franco's your brother and the baby's father deal.  But NONE of those lies caused a baby to die.  NONE of those lies resulted in a death (or so Jason knows at least).  Here are the facts Jason has to come to terms with and it is only the facts.
1.  Jason could not forgive himself enough to love Sam's baby
2.  Jason decided to be jealous over John McBain instead of try to work things out with Sam
3.  Jason hired the thugs
4.  Jason's realization that he could love the child because he loves Sam was just a little too late to matter

The truth is, yes Sam has lied a lot since the rape.  But she was raped and trying to make sense of things and protect Jason.  Jason had no reason except pure jealous to have those thugs go after John.  Jason, of course, didn't know Sam had just had her baby and that  he would be the cause for all of this pain.  But Jason did hire those thugs.  Something Sam did back in 2007 and he was completely enraged by her jealousy but yet he did it anyway.  Jealousy and anger make people to crazy things, don't they, Jason?  Welcome to reality Jason.  You now know you are capable of causing the worst kind of pain.  You would not forgive Sam for knowing Jake was kidnapped and hiring thugs, so why should she forgive you when you are the reason her baby "died"?  How's the shoe fit you now that it is on your foot Jason?

Sam is completely justified in being upset with Jason today. I loved how she got angry over Jason bringing up Carly.  Jason was trying to tell her he loved that baby too and that he wanted to be with her and be a part of the family but he didn't get a chance to.  I hope he gets a chance to but Sam has every right to be angry and upset.  I really hope Sam can forgive Jason but I would understand her not being able to - realistically speaking. 

I really hope Sam and Jason come thru this whole mess stronger and more in love then ever.  I hope he believes her when she says she knows her son is still alive.  I hope he has faith in her and fights like hell for their love the way Sam has always fought for Jason. 
Do you hear that RC??? - Jason loves Sam and he needs to fight for her! The true JaSam fight for each other and tell the truth! Stop changing who they are!. 

It is what it is

I have to admit I have started and deleted this post several times.  Friday Sam gave birth to her baby.  I viewed this with my own level of frustration.  This is not how I wanted this to happen but it is what it is.  I was frustrated because this is not how I wanted to whole thing to play out.  I never wanted the baby's paternity to be in question nor did I want this pregnancy to be so absent of any happiness.  I wanted Jason to be there and help Sam deliver her baby.  I wanted Jason to confess he loved this baby no matter what months ago.  But it is what it is.  So in order of what Jason and Sam are always saying, we too need to stop looking back, we can not change the past.  We can not change what has happened, what is important is what we do now going forward.

So let's move forward - even if it is painful and hard at times.  So lets focus on the good as hard as it might be.  Friday Sam gave birth to a darling baby boy on Friday.  He was prefect in every way.  His entrance was dramatic but all the same this is a soap opera what are the chances of a normal delivery.  Of course we know he is Jason's biological son and Heather messed with the DNA test, we were reminded by the fact the baby looks exactly like Jason.  This is the child we have all wanted for the last 8 years so lets just enjoy the fact he is here.  Ten tiny fingers and ten tiny toes, big blue eyes and the trace of blonde hair he is the baby we have waited for.  Here he is.  Much like most of real life fantasies about our future children, this didn't happen the way we planned exactly.

Today Jason finally came around, Jason finally realized what we have all realized for so long.  He finally realized that he loves Sam and this baby is part of her so he loves this child already.  Jason also finally called this child 'my son'.  Too bad this all came at a price that Jason was the root cause of.  If Jason had never pushed Sam away, should would have never moved out, she would have never go into labor with John being the only person there, John would not have been her only ride the hospitial and she would never had wondered off and collapsed.  However, it is what it is.  Today's show was horrifying to me.  First, Tea's baby is really not alive which I really find upsetting that we have yet another dead baby storyline.  I just find this type of storyline over done.  Secondly, Sam collapses trying to find the baby help and evil Heather is right there to trade off Sam's baby to anyone who is passing by.  It was horrifying that this are the twists in the plot line.  But it is what it is.  The good part is Jason is ready to be part of this family and is ready to fight for them.  Though today I was glad John kind of made it clear to Jason his lack of interest in Sam until now might be part of the reason she has been having such a hard time so far.     I hope this baby doesn't stay with Tea long.  I do feel for Tea and her loss but Sam should get to a mother to her own child's mother.  I really hope that part wraps up soon and Jason and Sam can be happy soon.  I am ready for Jasam happiness it has been a really long time since we got it.  Keep the faith even if it is HELL at a times.  Jason and Sam will be happy again I really hope.

I Still Believe in Fairy Tales

I still believe in fairy tales and pixie dust and all that stuff, do you?  Fairy tales are the types of things that creates hope for us all and keeps us going when we think there is no chance we can make it.  So why would you not believe in hope?  When we are children we believe it all and we believe in magic so why do we change our minds as we age?  We see the bitter reality of the world and let that haze cloud our view of magic and fairy tales but they still exist and every once in a while they come true.  So don't give up hope.  Never give up hope and never stop believing in magic.  Just remember sometimes magic and hope come in a much different form then you expect them to.

Molly is the classic example of a child with hope and belief in magic and unicorns.  Today she reminded Sam that magic is something worth fighting for and that love can last and survive if only you have faith.  Sam and Jason are worlds apart right now and right now the world really does seem to be devastating for them.  But Molly hasn't given up hope so why should we? If Molly can still see the fairy tale in all of this, maybe we should listen to her.  Children are sometimes the most wise and insightful of us all - so don't discount Molly or think she is just foolish.  Perhaps, just perhaps, Molly is the wisest of them all. 

Jason loves Sam more then anything.  Jason is afraid that when he sees this child he will just be reminded of how his love failed Sam and he failed to save her.  Jason doesn't know how to deal with this.  Jason doesn't know what to do because he can't come to peace with the fact he failed Sam.  Jason is so torn because he can't come to terms with any of this.  The truth is Jason needs someone to talk to just as bad as Sam does.  Maybe he should talk to Ewan or someone else to figure it out.  But the truth is Jason is pushing Sam away because he feels he is not worthy of her love or her child.  Yes, you read that correctly.  The truth is Jason isn't worthy of Sam's love but he has it anyways.  So he needs to find a way to come to terms with this and let the past be the past.  He wants to love this baby so badly but he isn't sure he can.  Jason is playing the victim right now seeking advice from Elizabeth which may or may not have less then innocent motives.  Jason needs to get past that and remember he wasn't the one that was harm and the only thing that matters is how he handles things now.  How he decides to move forward is all that matters now.

  The victim here is not only Jason or Sam but it is this child that hasn't even been able to breathe yet.  I can't believe that Jason would let this child that is Sam's face the world without him and be the cause of so much pain for it's mother.  I have a hard time believing Jason will hurt Sam that much. 

Sam is just trying to do what is right by her child because no matter who is the father she is the mother.  This is her only chance at motherhood.  She knows this and loves this child with her whole heart.  That is all this child needs in life is the love of it's mother.  This child will grow up knowing its mother loves it and protected it for 9 months.  This child will have a few amazing aunts and a wonderful grandmother.  So luckily this child can grow up to believe in fairy tales and in pixie dust and all that magical stuff.  That is Sam's hope at least is that she will do everything for her child so it can grow up to be like Molly and believe in magic.  Sam isn't so sure about her future with Jason because she knows the bitter realities of life and all her hopes for a happy ending have been broken.  But she still loves Jason and always will and in that she holds on to her own kind of belief in magic.  As small as that belief is - it is still there too. 

So even if your shed of hope is small and you have monstrous doubts, don't completely give up on magic, hope and fairy tales.  Things will look up soon for JaSam I have faith. 

Doing the Right Thing

Sometimes doing the right thing for yourself  is one of the hardest things you ever have to do. Sometimes the right things seems impossible to do.  Other times doing the right thing is pretty easy to do.  Sometimes we do the right thing but we don't even realize we are doing the right thing until much farther down the road. 

Sam doing the right thing today was pretty hard to swallow but I agree, she did the right thing for herself and the baby.  She walked out on Jason because she wanted to give him space.  She wanted him to have time to think about everything that has happened and didn't want to remind him of Franco.  Maybe with Sam gone Jason can finally get a clear picture of how horrible he has been to her lately.  Jason told Sam he didn't think of her as "tainted" but that is how he made her feel.  Sam was raped and now is faced with the fact the baby she is carrying and loves is the rapist's.  That is a horrible thing to go through but instead of supporting her and telling her he loves her without a doubt and this baby - Jason has pushed her away.  He has made her feel like it was her fault.  He has caused her to doubt everything about herself.  So instead of Sam being weak and deciding to take this doubt and pain Jason is dishing out, she did what was right for HER.  She should not be with someone who can't love the baby she is carrying that she already loves.  This baby is a part of Sam so for Jason to say he isn't sure he can love this child is essentially Jason saying he can not love her completely either.  Sam was raped - Jason was not.  If she can love this child and not think about how it was conceived then Jason should be able to do the same knowing how much he loves Sam.  But instead of loving her and supporting her and being her source of strength he has become her source of pain.  Therefore, leaving him to think is the best thing she can do.  There is no doubt Sam loves Jason and Jason loves Sam.  But unless he can be supportive she doesn't need the constant pain and stress of being around him is causing.

Jason says to Sam it is not her fault that she is carrying a child that is not his but deep down you can't help feel like he is blaming her for some of this. But lets look at Jason's side of things for a minute.   Jason has had an incredibly painful few days.  He was so excited to be a father again and to maybe get fatherhood right this time with this child.  He took the photo from the ultrasound and carried it with him everywhere he went.  He finally had the greatest love of his life with him and they were having a baby together.  This is a dream of Jason's that he has had for 8 years and pretty much his whole life.  Sam is his home she is his everything and this child was created out of their love for one another.  But then that was all taken from him in a blink of an eye.  He has lost his child all over again.  The pain of losing a child is so deep and painful and now he has to live that all over again.  He has also found out not only is the child his wife is carrying not his but that the baby is his twin brother's who raped her.  Oh and lets not forget that twin brother is someone he just killed a few months back because he was a psycho.  And to top it all off he had to basically drag the truth out of his wife and find out she had confided in someone who is trying to take down your organization and appears to be targeting his wife's vulnerability to do so.  Instead of Sam walking away from John McBain she told him personal details of their life.  But none of that really hurts as much as finding out that the baby he loved is not his and the betrayal he feels because of it.   While in his head he knows Sam was raped by Franco it is still extremely hard to wrap his heart around that she is not carrying his baby.  On some level he is so angry it almost seems he is blaming her but it is not her fault and he knows this logically he just isn't thinking logically.  All she is asking him is to support her through this pregnancy and love the child he loved a week ago.  But for Jason he can't do this, at least not yet.  Somewhere deep down he appears to be blaming Sam for being raped and for being pregnant and until he can let go of that anger and blame - he needs to be alone to figure this out for himself.  Jason has had a lot thrown at him and yes, he could be handling things differently but at least he is being honest with Sam now. 

Honesty is what Jason and Sam have built their entire lives on together.  Today they were finally being honest with each other and it seemed to drive them farther apart or did it? Today Jason finally was honest and told Sam he isn't sure how he feels right now.  That words were like flaming daggers into Sam's heart.  But Sam did the right thing for herself and her baby.  She took them out of the equation and all that was left to sit and think was Jason.  Sam leaving (while it being very painful to watch) was probably the best way for Jason to realize how much Sam matters to him and how much he already loves this baby.  I have faith he will figure this out very soon.  Jason lost faith in their love when he started doubting Sam - Sam still believes their loves is stronger then anything in this world.  It's time Jason remembers it too.  Sam leaving will let Jason remember this.

Keep writing and keep faith.  JaSam will weather this storm and come out the other side stronger.

Still Holding On

I as a fan of General Hospital am still holding on to hope that someday very soon the head writers will hear our voices and understand why we love GH.  I am thankful GH has been allowed to stay on the air another year.  I am very grateful ABC has realized it's fanbase is huge and loyal to it's soap.  I am hopeful that GH has a long bright future ahead of it. 
I won't lie though, I have been frustrated beyond belief lately with GH and it's current storylines.  Not all are bad.  I actually like crazy Connie and the plan she had.  That was great finally someone stuck it to Sonny.  I like the story lines of Luke and Tracy - I can not stop loving watching those two on screen and their flare for drama and comedy.  I have so enjoyed the return of Anna and what she brings to the show.  I generally ignore Lulu and Dante but even their story line has been interesting now that we know Ronnie is the bad guy.
But as a faithful JaSam fan I am beyond outraged sometimes when I watch GH.  To be honest I haven't been watching GH everyday faithfully because of it.  Sometimes I feel like it is 2006-2007 all over again and that is when I stopped watching GH for 2 years and would not have come back if I hadn't seen a promo about the JaSam reunion in the works.  I really hope for GH's sake history is not repeating it's self.  Last time GH lost a  lot of fans this time I think GH would lose everything.
So I am trying to hold on to hope, as hard as that can be at times.   Hope that Jason and Sam will weather all these latest set backs and rise above it.  Hope that Jason will begin to understand Sam never kept the truth from him to hurt him but to try to make it easier for him.  Hope that Jason will remember his wife was brutally raped and she never got a chance to deal with it before the crisis of everything else set it and she needs to find a way to deal with it.  Hope that Sam gets help from someone she can trust and being to allow herself to open up to Jason again.  I believe the reason Sam has been opening up to John so much (besides the fact she is his long lost sister) and not Jason right now is because she wants to spare Jason the pain she is feeling.  She admitted it  months ago to Michael she wanted to talk to Jason about the rape every time she did he just got so angry and then he started blacking out, having head aches etc.  So she decided then and there she had to deal with all of this on her own.  Even though Jason's health has improved she still isn't sure what she can tell him because he gets so angry.  Therefore, Sam has to find someone else to talk to - queue long lost brother John McBain.  John is not a threat to Jason and Sam's marriage (for th most part) Sam loves Jason with her whole heart and Jason loves Sam.  The real threat to this marriage is Jason's angry and inability to just let Sam confide in him without getting angry.  I thought Liz said it quite well yesterday (yes I actually agree with Liz and liked her comment for once).  Liz said, just because Sam isn't being honest with Jason it didn't mean he didn't need to be honest with Sam.  Jason needs to stop acting like the victim here and realize Sam is going through absolute hell right now and has no support (from him) and feels the whole thing is her fault (including the rape).  John is the only one supporting Sam the only one telling her this isn't all her fault the only one telling her what she needs to hear right now. Of course she is going to continue to confide in John because Jason is too upset and angry to talk to now.  Jason needs a good scare and realize Sam is not the enemy here.  She has done nothing wrong besides try to figure out how to handle everything that has happened to her the best way she knows how.  Sam is a survivor and always has been.  Sam will survive if Jason decides he can not raise this child.  She will love this child no matter what but can Jason survive without Sam? ......The answer -NO! I believe soon he will realize this soon he will realize Sam is his whole world and he needs to fight for her.  Fight for this marriage and fight for this child.  I hope he does it soon because they deserve to be happy and we have had so little happiness for them this year and last other then their actual wedding. 
So please help me remember to be positive when I see HORRIBLE spoilers out there and help me to remember to keep faith in GH and JaSam.  Help by writing letters and sending emails to GH to let them know we love JaSam and they are the reason we watch.  Keep positive in those correspondences -remember you can catch a lot more flies with honey then vinegar.
But if you need to vent, I TRULY understand and I invite you to use the chat box here on this site for it.  I won't kick anyone out for being honest, unless you are a liason fan and are being difficult.   I know it is hard to look at things in a positive light right now.  I understand and invite you to express your frustrations here if you need to and so you don't get kicked off other fan sites that are just so damn happy right now. 

Pro Con Con Pro

When I was in college I was in a sorority, when ever addressing something we were told we need to do the 'Pro Con Con Pro' method.  This meant bring up a good point with a bad and end on a good note.  This is actually a very good life lesson for any situation.  I use it all the time in my professional world and even with my parenting style. 
Pro:
One of the things I have always loved about GH is it wasn't your classic soap.  It had semi-realistic story lines, it veered away from the supernatural like people being posed by the devil  (DOOL) or vampires (that was PC not GH).  GH veered away from the split personalities and other cliche story lines that have given soaps a less then favorable name in TV history.
Con:
However, now that we have a new writing regime, all bets are off and we often tune into our beloved show trying to find traces of what the show used to be. Let's see since this new arrival of the HW we have:
- a split personality
- a dead Robin (who isn't really dead but she'll be hanging out in that bed probably for the next 14 months at least)
- we are stuck with "Maxie" and no chance of Kirsten Storms return
- a complete invasion of OLTL characters taking over the canvas
- a new show format and opening unrecognizable from what it used to be
- lets not forget - a vampire walking around saying he is a cop but give it time folks and McBain is going to be sprouting fangs and flying around at night checking out the catacombs 
- a promise to shake things up between our favorite couple which is turning out to meaning rehashing stupid storylines and not doing anything we enjoy much
-a pregnancy that is only going to last 5 months instead of 9
-Sonny is on trail AGAIN

Con:
Sometimes when I watch I feel like GH is turning into a show we can't even recognize let along watch and entire episode of.  I really don't enjoy many of the current story lines and struggle with the logic in a lot of it.  I keep trying to hold on to what we love so much and has entertained us for years.  GH has been through many writers and many changes over the years and we have watched ever faithful and hopeful for the future.  So why change now?  Why stop watching and hoping? What is stopping us?

Pro:
I know what you are thinking, GH is turning into OLTL 2.0 and the HW is determined to fuse the two shows.  I also was never a fan of OLTL because I could not get into the story lines.  They drug on for years and got boring and dry and I would turn it off laughing at how hokey some of the story lines were.  Some days I wonder if RC is determined to get GH canceled but why would anyone want to kill the last remaining soap on ABC?  Why would anyone want to be known as the killer of not 1 but 2 shows.  It would be extremely hard for him to find work knowing he is the guy that can get a show canceled in no time flat.  So maybe he is not trying to get GH cancelled after all.  Maybe he is trying to save it and has been told he needs to shake things up and see if it pulls in new viewers.  Maybe he has good intentions and we should tune in and support our show.  He is doing somethings good.  Things are moving faster with him as HW then in the past.  I loved GW but he did have an issue with timing.  Things moved slowly and days went on for weeks with GW.  Story lines are eventful right now.  He did bring back some classic characters like Anna, Holly, Heather, Robert and Drake Senior and have plans for others to make return visits.  Even if it was brief they came back it was wonderful to see them. Maybe this is what it will take to keep GH on the air. 

So here is my advice, keep watching and find out what happens next.  I know many of us are on boards, have facebook accounts and twitter and sometimes want to vent our frustrations.  I encourage you do to so especially if it helps you feel better about the show.  But remember what you write and say is out there is for everyone to see so I encourage you to make sure you say something positive about GH as much as you say something negative.  Use the pro con con pro method - just try it. You can get your frustrations out without playing into the haters hands out there. 

Now to talk about GH lately. Why is everyone listening to crazy people around Port Charles lately? Also why is everyone a bit crazy these days on GH?

Kate/Connie get crazier by the minute.  Connie has a purpose but does Kate?  I mean I think I like Connie better then Kate.  Connie is a hoot and she's apparently the person to have around when you need to shoot someone.  Maybe Sonny should hire Connie as his next enforcer instead of Jason.  Jason needs to get out of the business and Connie sure is a clear shot with a hand gun but not the best at disposing of the weapon. She'll need to work on that to be a mob enforcer but I see this in her future.

Let's take Heather Webber for instance now.  Heather is certifiable - literally yet we are going to take what she has to say as the truth about Jason and Franco being twins??  Even if they are twins, the fact that Sam's baby could be Franco's is still not possible.  The DNA test showed the baby shares genetic marks with Jason.  Jason and Franco were fraternal twins so they don't share the same DNA the way identical twins do.  Not to mention Heather is CRAZY in every sense of the word.  She is locked up for life in a mental institute of course she is going to screw with people just for pure entertainment value alone.  Here is my theory either Heather is Franco's mother (would explain the whole crazy thing).  OR Franco knew raping Sam would send Jason over the edge.  He knew Jason would kill him for this.  So Franco found out where Jason was born.  He took that page of the birth record.  He then went to Heather Moore offering her money or something she wanted she gave him the footage of that baby he then told her the story to tell Sam or Jason when they came looking.  He knew by then it would be dead. He even made it easy for Jason to find him to kill him because by then he had his affairs in order and had the whole game set to play out.  He also knew Sam was pregnant and he is the one who planted the seed he could be the father. Eventually it will come out that Franco wasn't Jason's twin.  Heather will tell the true story eventually once she gets what she wants.
Sam is far to sharp and logical to fall for this once she sees the reality of this.  Sam is the strongest character on GH and the smartest, she needs to be written true to character.  Sam's true character will see this is some crazy old bitty trying to screw with everyone who has been paid off by Franco.  Sam is a PI for God's sake she is trained to look at things logically.  She needs to take her emotion out of the picture here and look at the facts.  Also Jason needs to stop yelling at his pregnant wife and realize this poor woman has been through absolute hell in the past 5 months.  She is going to be clingy a bit because no sooner did she get raped then found out she was pregnant possibly with the devil's baby then Jason nearly dies.  Then Robin does die trying to save Jason.  YES she is going to be a bit delicate right now.  Not to mention she is pregnant and the last time she lost her baby so she is naturally going to need additional support.  It is about time Jason starts giving it to her and stop worrying about Sonny.  Let the sucker fry I say.  Sonny didn't do this crime but he has done enough in the past to make up for this.  I want Jason and Sam to be focused on the baby.  We have waited 8 years for this, I want to see the doctor visits, Jason listening to the baby's heart beat, watching the ultra sound.  I want him to FUSS over Sam like never before.  I WANT THAT JASON!