Still Regret it!

Jason has been very uncharacteristically chatty lately about his feelings and his relationship with Sam.   First, Friday he told Sonny how he believes in second changes because of Sam and today he decided to enlighten Dante about making bad mistakes and regretting them for the rest of his life.  There is no doubt Jason worships Sam and is so incredibly grateful to have her back in his life.  Make no excuse, Jason utterly regrets what he did almost 4 years ago that caused him to lose Sam and set in motion a series of events he can never erase.  He mentioned on Friday, they realized there was STILL love between them even through all the things that went wrong with them.  Today he still regrets being with Liz.  Oh my goodness, Jizzers do you hear that?!!!
Lately Jason has made it so clear there has only ever been one woman for him and that is Sam and will always be.  He never stopped loving her in 07 even though they were so hurt and angry with one another, there was still love there. 
As, the year draws to a close we as JaSam fans have so much to be grateful for ourselves.  This year we started out with our couple together and they are now stronger then ever.  Jason is now telling anyone who will listen about San and his deep love for her. A lot of time we focus on Jason's devotion for Sam because it is so uncharacteristically Jason but Sam's devotion is something that deserves to be recognized because all she has ever done is love Jason with every fiber of her being.  In the beginning of the year Sam was being held hostage by Franco and we watched as Jason went out of his mind to find her.  He realized all the sacrifices Sam has made for him including putting her own life at risk time and time again.  He also saw she did it willingly if it meant she was able to be with Jason.  Jason was in awe of her devotion but also wanted her to know he was even more devoted to her.
As the year progressed Sam finally opened up about her abusive past a little but never did completely talk about it but that was a big step for her to talk about it and not let it own her.  She also tried to show Kristina that abuse doesn't have to own you or identify you.  Jason stood supportive the whole time and you could tell if he had more time he wanted to know more about Sam's abuse and hunt the bastard down who abused her.
This summer when Michael was sentenced to prison Sam did not demand Jason to the selfish thing and stay with her, she encouraged Jason to do whatever he had to do (including go to prison) to keep Michael safe.  Sam was so selfless and loving to Jason and his choices he could not help but sit back and be blown away by her depth of love she has for him. 
We watched as Franco came back into their lives wreaking havoc everywhere and as soon as he departed Brenda entered with all of her drama. One thing remained constant - their love for one another and their devotion to that love.  Through out the entire year, Sam's devotion to Jason has been so beautiful.  She has supported him time and time again even when he did not put her first or their relationship because he was being selfish.  She faced all the times he broke promises to her and didn't do what he said with love.  She accepted him, his life and his choices even when we weren't sure we could do the same in that situation.  Sam is the greatest gift Jason will ever be giving and this time around he realizes it.  He knows he made some huge mistakes in the past that tore them apart and he regrets those mistakes (aka Liz) everyday for the rest of his life.  He is just so thankful Sam is able forgive him of those mistakes and allow him back in her life.  We are grateful too.  GH has give us a great year of JaSam! Here's to hoping 2011 is even better.
This year I started this blog because of how  amazing this couple is on screen.  I am so thankful to all of you who read this blog.  Thank you so much for allowing me to express my point of view of things. 

Take Care and Happy Holidays if I don't get another chance to post as the craziness of the next couple of weeks unfold.

Keep up the good fight and call the comment lines and most importantly keep watching!